08.31.09
summer fever
yeah, it’s been a month summer break has been. i really enjoyed this holiday, go many places n quite bad thing – spent much money
i just wanna summarize how i spent this year summer holiday. may be i’ll miss this kind of holiday – hang out, play around n spent $$$ huhu~ but, i dun do anything related to my lab. perhaps next months will be a suffering time 4 me. iya daa..
here, how my holiday goes..Aug 1 : went to firework festival at minatomirai, yokohama. my first; n may be last time, i wore yukata ^_^
Aug 3&4 : summer camp 4 my lab. i didn’t do well 4 my presentation. quite sad, but really enjoyed chatting with my mates. they kept talking about rabu-rabu = love things. hmm…
Aug 6 : went risuen (squirrel park) at machida. it’s really fun playing with squirrel till one of them peed on my pants >_< at nite, went to sea fireworks again at tokyo.
Aug 12 : went to fujiQ ^^ it’s a nice trip, but quite disappointed since many people on that day, plus the express pass sold out quickly. haish..
Aug 13 : went to disneysea \(^0^)/ i really enjoyed n luv it. it seems i’d been a kanak2 riang over there; snap pic with ariel, hugged by max, waved hand to mickey n minnie n so on. luv the rides n shows too. wish can go there again next time.
Aug 14 : had lunch n window shopping at mizunoguchi. lastly i bought sumthing at comme Ça ism. XD
Aug 17 : accompanied my housemate to tokyo station to buy some souvenirs b4 going back malaysia. it’s quite good places; many delicacies shops, plus japan tv channel store. =)
Aug 18 ~20 : watch korean drama; cinderella man. luv yoona n another cast in the drama. hehe~ taebak!
Aug 21 : had lunch at karachi restaurant, shinjuku with juniors, n then window shopping at tokyu hands =p
Aug 22 : 1st day ramadhan. went shopping 4 one weak buka puasa n sahur; all instant n ready-to-eat. due to no work to do (only my use-to-be excuse), i started watching another korean drama, my girl. quite old, but i didn’t watch it overall. *wink*
Aug 23 : went to machida; window shopping again. but, terbeli gak some t-shirt at comme Ça ism again; cause it’s had sale. hihihi…
Aug 24 : went to tokyo station to buy souvenirs 4 my family. over-budget le plak. -_-”
Aug 26 : finished watching my girl drama. luv cute couple of lee dong wook and lee dae hae, n their acting too. bassyak!
Aug 27 : met my lab sensei; to say to him that i’m going back to malaysia 4 a month. had a chat with him n suddenly he ask me to take part in poster session at conference in early october. huh, what suppose to do. tried my best to read n revise some stuff given by my senior for submission of sumthin like draft of poster. at night, i went to kouhaitachi’s house 4 buka puasa n terawih. ^_^
Aug 29 : had discussion n did the submission 4 the poster session. went to masjid jamek tokyo 4 terawih prayer with my fren n had dinner at shimokitazawa
Aug 30 : buka puasa dinner at embassy apartmen, organized by malaysia embassy. the dishes were tip-top n got chance to know new frenz there. guess who? hehe~
tomorrow; Sept 1 : i’m going back home. yeah…wait 4 me malaysia. hope so i won’t spend much money when i’m at home. huhu…
wish me have a safe trip k… 
06.20.09
just wondering
….certain words, include the easy one too, have to translate from japanese. lol~ still wondering….n wondering…n wondering i’m sleepy rite now…just waiting for subuh prayer n then wanna go to sleep
may be this’s my full-english post…may be not?
after this, my post may be full of various language…till my frenz couldn’t understand it. X_Xstill in consideration…hmmm…
05.28.09
nuthin’ much happened (?)
it’s quarter to 4 o’clock in the morning right now.
i wanna write sumthin in my blog b4 going to sleep. ^_- yesterday, i attended korean class after a week of no class last week. today, we learned pronunciation by using video n has finished up the hangul (korean alphabets). in the class, we’ve to pronounce the words by turn. it’s quite anxious when my turn comes, but yesterday i made it – almost all words i pronounced perfectly! i’m perfect for you~ (lol) i was really happy; on top of the world. may be it’s a reward 4 my efforts. huhu…
then, there’s another story. actually, the day b4 it, i made a bet 2 myself – to speak out to one of 4 mates (but yesterday suddenly become five) after the class. so, i tried to walked slowly, not far away from two of them. lastly, i got it – chatted n self-introduced each other. hehe.. =) amusing though.
from those incident (?) i conscious that i’m really interested in korean language. no offense about that. so, i should try hard n smart to love learning programming, doing research stuff n reading thesis things. no more turning back k….!! (whisper to myself 
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ok guyz….nite nite nite~ annyong
04.21.09
puzzled :(-_-”):
i just came back from english class at main campus; surugadai near ochanomizu station. i’ve to go there by train. really exhausted though, rite now. huhu…
there’re many things happened lately, in my life. i dunno whether it supposed to be or not. may be God has decided them happened n i dun notice what the gud things behind. what’s on earth i wanna talk about, huh? okey, back to the point. what’s happened in last week; n what’s going to happen this week too.
last week, the 1st ever lab session has begun, on thursday. we’d to decided which field of themes. at that time, i was speechless, n puzzled. had i thought wisely ’bout that? omG..i guess sensei is going to give some briefing about research n so on. i was wrong. he said;”if i delay time, u’all won’t think. so, it’s better for u decide now n u’ll work 4 it, i think.” sort of that. >_< so, i’ve no idea at that time, ’cause i’m confius either to take image processing (画像処理) or dna computing (DNAコンピュティング). at that time, i was really wanna run away 4 not thinking about that, or going back to past to think again. hehe…what’s the heck! then, i just said i wanna do image processing, as recommended by him. last month, i sent e-mail to sensei about the research themes n i wrote about image processing, since i’d no idea about dna computing. then, he suggested me to do research about sumthing related to image processing. i was in malaysia at that time, so it’s difficult to find references etc.
both of the fields seem interesting. dna computing is new field of my research lab, n preferred by sensei. on the other hand, image processing is quite hard; full of programming n sumthin like that. (-_-”) fortunately, for both of those research areas, i’ve malaysian sempai. ^^v
really hope so that what i’d chosen is right. gambaru shika nai…(?)
yesterday i’d seminar class – reading some english research papers, which related with the research theme. then, my turn came; to translate, n explain some of the words. at that moment, i dunno why; my english n japanese became like trash; going upside-down. ashamed 4 that. 
i supposed to understand what terms used in the paper, but i’ve no idea ’bout that. so, i really sorry 2 sensei, n my mates too.
this thursday, we’re going to write study proposal; about what we’re going to do 4 thesis in one whole year – sumthing like research plan. oh my~ it like a sudden to do sumthing in rush. so, i’m going to meet my team-mates tomorrow to discuss about that. hope so ideas will come out..=)
but, tomorrow i’ve also korean class. yeah..! learning new language, even i dunno i capable of that or not. at least, the lecturer is nice n said there’re no student fail in that subject yet. huhu~
i’m looking forward for everything in my life. haha~ going crazy already (?)
02.22.09
what time is it?
what time is it? it’s holiday time ler…hahaha
it’s been almost a month i spend spring vacation by doing baito a.k.a part time job (not everyday k) n be at home or going out 4 meals. it’s been repeating like that may be till next week; ’cause i’ll be going back to Malaysia next march \(^0^)/can’t wait.
but….
i’ve to settle up many things (?) b4 going back home-sweet-home.
- decide theme 4 last year thesis theme a.k.a kenkyu tema – dunno what to do. mayotta…what i plan to do 4 my final year? programming? robotic? computing? which one, huh? i’ve to submit it b4 26th march, but i really wanna forget about academic stuff when i’m back home in malaysia. if i’ve to do it, shouganai (it can’t be helped).
- buy souvenirs 4 my family n frenz.
- do re-entry visa, settle my house bills n everything.
- plan 4 holiday (?) am i doing it wisely? just roughly okay right. ^_^
n…
what i’m going to miss when i’m in malaysia; perhaps. just think n list down…dunno i’m really going to miss them or not.
- onigiri (nasi kepal)….my almost everyday’s breakfast. – quite fast to eat too. hehe…
- japan’s chill
- easy-going n fast public transport. it’s really hard to get bus in my hometown ’cause it’s a rural area. huhu…
- nice japanese people (?) n nice-cutee dogs. malaysian’s dogs are noisy n scary though >_<
- interesting n educational tv programs. well, u-know most of malaysia’s tv programs are about gossip talkshow or something like that.
- my fav dramas which i watch recently; kgotboda namja n mei-chan no shitsuji. but, it’s ok ’cause i’ll download them when i come back to japan =p
hope my journey to my hometown safe without any accident n so on. (-_-) looking forward 4 my holiday….yeah!
01.30.09
it’s not over…
yeah…today exam for this sem is over n less a month i’m going back to my hometown. \(^0^)/ Malaysia, wait 4 me k! hehehe…
but, even the exam is over, there is something else waiting 4 me to be done.
- kenkyu (last year thesis) ; still thinking what i’m going to do next spring.
- syukatsu (job-hunting) ; if i want but i’m still dunno. dun like going interview etc n seems to be a student is suit 4 me
so i wanna proceed lah… - preparation for going back home sweet home. omG, visa re-entry, souvenirs n so on. m(_ _)m
i hope so can manage well. no rush n no nasty. wish me luck k. (^_^)
01.25.09
oh gosh! a nightmare?
lately i really dun know why, bad dream haunted myself. this morning, after fajr (subuh) prayer, i fell asleep. quite sleepy though. i dreamt something bad thing happened to me. even i dun remember exactly what happened in my dream, i just wanna tell roughly.
here the story is;i went back home, in malaysia n met up with my family. what surprisingly happened is my family became distant n cold to me. (T_T) my dad scolded me because some reasons n my grandma really hated me. they wanna go away, n leave me alone. oh, come on man. what i’d done, huh?. i’m just came back from japan, dad. at that time, what came cross to my mind is: am i a bad son? become rude to family n so on. then, i woke up ’cause the handphone rang n i’d to answer it. actually i wanna continue sleeping, of course, to know the end of the story. hehehe… (what the heck?)
i’d also a bad dream yesterday, but i dun remember when it happened; b4 or after the subuh prayer. huhu.. i met with my younger sister in the dream. i was shocked at that time. my sister changed absolutely; became an elegant girl n money is on tip of fingers. may be it’s sound cool right? but, what made me tension is she became arrogant n lazy (like me? no no no…) >_< i tried to advise, even i’d scold her, to become good girl++ but, she make dunno jer… oh gosh, what happened to u? i really wanna cry at that time; is that ’cause of me? not a good bro, always nice to siblings, take care each others.
何だよ。。（－.ー；）
oh, i dunno what really happened to me. may be God wanna show n tell me something, or just a dream. i hope the second one; effect of exam’s pressure though. or may be i’m not a good guy enough. should think n reflect myself back.
01.14.09
u-know…
recently i don’t have any motivation to do works especially shiken benkyou (study 4 exam) even the exam just around the corner. should i find something to motivate myself? huhu…really dunno how. O God, help me…(-_-)
today i woke up a little bit late, again. i’ve to submit my lab experiment report today, before 1 p.m. i rushed to c.a.l.l lab to print out the report, a few minutes to 1 o’clock at that time. i really in hurry that time, OMG, can i stop the time for a while, so that i can submit the report b4 the time. at last, i managed to send it by hand to the in-charge sensei girigiri (barely in time). actually, i’d sent all the previous report barely in time too. oh, i thought that i can send b4 the time for the last report, unfortunately i can’t. oh no…! such a regret. (>_<)
then, i went to syokudo (cafeteria) for lunch. on the way, i met with my frenz n said i looked tension. am i? oh, may be. i’d a bowl of chikuwaten soba at syokudo, then went back home. i think i didn’t have a meal there for a month, ’cause almost all my class are after the afternoon break. (^_^)
actually i wanna study at library after that, but not kind of mood, so i canceled it. oh…what the heck. can anybody help curing my mood, plz….
lately, i use to listen korean songs, dunno why; especially ost of boys over flower korean version. t-max (paradise), ss501 (nae meoriga nabasseo) n shinee (stand by me) are the singers. hehe…try to listen them. may be u’ll fall for them too. hehe…hamattemasu.
tonight, i’m lucky ’cause my housemate made bbq chicken n also coslow (dunno how to spell it correctly, sorry) for dinner. it’s really appetizing n marvelous dinner. thanx dude. i think i got a little bit motivation or can i say energy to study after a nice dinner. hahaha…
tomorrow i’m going to see my lab senior to ask about her research. i dunno which theme i’ll do for last year thesis; hope so i can decide soon. (-.-; ) i dunno either to work or continue my study after grad next year though.
何だ俺は。。
marvellous dinner.
p/s: dun forget to pray for palestinians n update ourselves about the issue, even we’re going to seat for exam. have a nice day.
11.09.08
“It’s good if i’m a student forever”
after finishing my experiment in lab last week, i’d a chat with one of my team-mates. he’s a talkative guy in my group n love nagging n mocking the other mate. but on that day he asked me either i do syukatsu (job hunting) or not, n then he said “it’s good if i’m a student forever, no need to wake up early in the morning to earn money, going back home late night n bla bla bla…” (actually in japanese k, just translate roughly..hehe)
i really concern with his words. it sounds nice n true, but is it true? being a student forever is really good? (?_?)
it’s true getting job is hard n surrounded by many responsibilities. a whole day of work, tiredness, stress of works, n so on. plus if we’ve family, our responsibilities will be much huge. his opinion full of contradictions for me. actually i don’t decide yet either to continue my study in master or getting job after grad. OMG, i get confused…
soon after that, i think deeply about his thoughts. n then i made up my mind with some ideas or i can say my own opinion.
either proceed or work, both has its own good n bad points. it’s up to us to choose. we’ll face challenges in both paths. but the main thing is why we choose that path. just do the best to reach the path we prefer. we dunno what the destiny in future. so, choice is in our hands. just do it.
if i proceed to master, i’ve to do job hunting after that. it’s same. but the situation may be different. i’ve to compete with many excellent master n degree grads. it the same process. if i don’t want or not, i’ve to go through it. to be or not to be…may be the process will make us matured. who knows..
life is a process of learning right? we’ll have to seat many new lesson or repeat same lesson until we can move to next new lesson. so don’t worry. we’re student forever…(^^,)
bimyou da na..
