10.26.09
biarpun lambat..^^
Posted in diary, feel n express (?), share ideas tagged big bang, devil besides you, friend, inspiration, just do it, life, smile, upside-down at 5:21 am by syahrulniezam
hmm…dh nk msk subuh baru le nk update. tp xpe lah, sbb dh berjaga mlm n baru je abis wat keje (yg x seberapa rasanya); update lah cket blog ni. hehe~
ari ni sngt sejuk.(info: suhu hari ni lbh kurng 15°c je pun) bgn je, rsa mls2. mls tul nk mndi. lastly, wat kptsn mndi ptg karang. ngeh3. fon ♥family♥ jap; sembang ngan mak, abah n adik. huhu…syok le smbg2 sbb rsa mls tul nk wat apa2 pun ari ni @_@ seronok lak dgr adik aku citer pengalaman dia g camping.
mlm lak wat le kerja2 sedikit; urusan surat-menyurat tuk penubuhan kelab pljr malaysia meiji university. x bnyk sngt pun; cuma otak aku ni ‘agak’ lembap nk pk ayat dlm nihongo. tensen tul. x kuar ayat2 nihongo yg power; bunpo (grammar) 1kyu & 2kyu (1st level & 2nd level) yg blaja dlu x ingt lngsung. >_< agak lmbt le keje tu jadinyer sbb nk susun ayat, plus nk cari mksd perkataan. dh wat elok, rsa x puas ati lak..ubah blk smpai puas ati. /(-_-”) wat le keje tu smpai nk msk subuh smbl dgr lagu & tgk tv. hehe..tp x pe, lps ni serahkan pd yg pakar tuk check. ngee~
tmbh2, ari ni rsa gembira sngt sbb dpt hadiah. \(^0^)/nk tau ape…
jeng jeng jeng…

sapu tgn kita-kyusyu & album heartbreaker!!
hadiah ni drpd my best fren; zahir, yg g blayar ke kita-kyusyu n busan 2 mg lps. aq n housemate; mus’ab dpt sapu tgn tp aq dpt extra cket. ngeh3 (syok le tu..=p) iaitu cd g-dragon: heartbreaker. cho-ureshikatta~ can’t describe by words. over le plak.
dia ckp sbb cd tu cam unik n spesel (aq pun rsa cam2 gak), dia bli. tp bla dgr lagu2 dlm cd tu x kna lak dgn taste dia.
time chatting dgn dia ari tu; lps dia ‘mendarat’, dia ckp nk wish my besday..*shy2* bln lps tp nk wat camne x de rezeki; call x dpt. hehe..so dia ckp nk bg kat aku cd tu sbg hadiah besday, walaupun dh lebih sebulan besday aq berlalu. aku pula ad ckp yg minat lagu g-d tu..ape lg…besar tapak tgn, nyiru saya tadahkan ler.. hehe. lgpun, aq suka sngt lagu2 g-dragon dlm album tu, skali dgr ala2 eminem n gorillaz lak..bnyk lagu yg best2 cam:
- Heartbreaker
- Breathe
- Butterfly
- and so on…^^
ape2 pun…layan je~

kandungan dlm kotak cd tu...^_^
thanx again, zahir..kamsahamnida…komawoyo~
12.29.08
vacation
Posted in diary, feel n express (?), really dunno, share ideas tagged friend, gathering, hegira, hijrah, new year, reunion, ski, snow, snowboard, vacation, winter at 8:02 pm by syahrulniezam
now is winter break in japan n it’s a period for me to forget, a while, all academic stuff n enjoy myself. (^^,) at the same time it’s a good opportunity to meet anybody who i didn’t see for a long time.
last sunday, i just came back from my-first-time-snowboard-trip in kita shiga, nagano. it’s really interesting having a holiday a.k.a vacation in the end of year, especially in this winter. actually i wanna see, touch n feel the falling snow, besides try winter-sports such as snowboard and ski. \(^0^)/ i dunno how to express my first emotion when seeing snow falling to the earth. it’s so beautiful n impressing. how the small particle of snow can become a huge white hill. subhanallah..
besides that, i can say this vacation was a reunion gathering for us. it’s a very long time no see my same batch friends from different universities…huhu. even it’s not all my friends went to the vacation, but met almost half of them was a valuable chance i had. i can’t compare to anything else.
minna to deaete konnani yokatta nante omowanakatta…(i hadn’t think meeting with everybody was really amazing like this)meeting up with all of them while enjoying snow scenery was a nice memory, i can say though. after almost a year, we didn’t meet each other, make me think n reflect back to myself, who really i am. can i live alone without them? are they just laugh-partners or limited-being-partners in my life?
for me, they’re everything to me. even i’m neither really close n talkative with them nor a popular guy among them, talking with them is a must-grab-chance. if i miss it, may be i’ll shut up my mouth then…huhu. living in oversea, apart from our family make us, me too, think how valuable our friends are. even we’re differ in certain points but the differences of us make us unique right? weak n strong meet each other to strengthen, not to lessen. so, no need to afraid who u are ’cause there are somebody will support u. or may be i can say seeing them was a moment to get back our spirit n at the same time reflect ourselves back, dun u think so?
since today is awal muharam, a new year’s beginning, so i think it’s the best moment to refresh ourselves back. may be it’s a new motivation moment for us to think who really we are n what our main purpose in our life. m(-_-)m
12.21.08
eat n eat n eat…till when?
Posted in just think n write (^~^), share ideas tagged body, eat, heart, mind, soul at 8:47 pm by syahrulniezam

how much can i 'eat' ?
i mentioned in previous post that i use to eat in this winter. the coldness makes me feel hungry or can i say ’starving’. it feels like i wanna eat everything i would to. but, is that enough?
is eating food really enough for ourselves?we really need food for many reason; for our health, ’cause we’re hungry, to gain weight, n so on. we continue eating n eating even we dun realize that is our body only need food? how about our mind n soul? do they need ‘food’ too?
we study either in classes or by ourselves to feed our brain. for that, we need energy n have to eat. we study hard during class time, either in lecture hall or in library; do report n review all the notes. some of us love to read to gain knowledge etc.
how about ‘food’ for our soul? is it need to eat too?
sometimes we feel depress n need something to cure our misery. at that time, what we’ll do? from my experience, living in japan; seeing how japanese overcome their stress n fulfill their souls’ need. if we switch on tv, there’re a lot warai-bangumi (fun tv show). i think that’s one of the way. i use to watch them too…hehe (^_^) besides that, japanese like to go to karaoke n having nomikai (gathering n drinking alcohol) to enjoy themselves. at those places, they can have fun, chat with each others, till become drunk n like ‘crazy’. i’m sorry ’cause rude to say like that, but it’s only my point of view. some of them have sex with their couples as if it’s normal in their custom.
how about us? should we do the same thing like they do? i dunno ’cause everybody has their own principles. i can’t say my way is correct while the others’ is not. i use to read Quran, motivation books, magazines, listen to music, watch drama n other stuff on tv, surf internet etc to feed my soul; n also my mind too. but, i dunno is it enough or still not enough. sometimes i feel it’s still not enough n sometimes i satisfy with myself. “it’s enough for me, if i push harder, it may harm myself” something like that appears in my mind.
for me, the three components of ourselves;body,mind n soul are important n we should take care of them. if one of them is not enough, may be i’ll be imbalance n something wrong will happen.
or can i say: it’s not fair if only body get food, when the rest don’t. (?_?)
12.04.08
challenges of winter
Posted in just think n write (^~^), share ideas tagged challenges, winter at 8:05 pm by syahrulniezam
i just wanna list out some of the challenges i face now, n may be till winter is over. dun u have any challenges coz this is the first winter for some of u, including me
wake up early to perform subuh prayer..hihihi. always miss it
i think it’s not a challenge in winter only, but either cold or not it’s really hard for me to wake up early.
wanna eat a lot n my appetite is getting big n bigger. may be it’s good for me to gain my weight though
endure with winter’s cold…(~0~) have to wear thick outwear,muffler etc
i become lazy to do any work n wanna be in futon at all time
>>i hope so can overcome these ‘challenges’ in winter soon.huhu..