11.04.09
attention boyz n gurls…
hehe…bknnye nk promote pencuci muka ke ape ke…just nk bgtau; ade sape2 yg hilang mafla @ tahu mafla ni sape yg empunya. aku dh hebohkan thru ym n facebook, tp respon x bnyk lak. =( so, aku try lak wat pengumuman kat cni. hope so, ade le yg respon positively (kalo wat2 ngaku, tidak dilayan-harap maaf)
ni lah mafla nyer..huhu
spesifikasi
- jenama : universal traveller (yg feymes kat mesia tu…=P )
- warna : main (kelabu); belang2 (biru, hitam, putih, ungu)
- tebal n agak kasar; ade renda2 (?) kat hujung..
ok, harap maklum.
pengumuman tambahan: marilah kita sama2 sedekahkan alfatihah tuk arwah ayah al-hadi firdaus a.k.a totoro yg meninggal dunia semalam. semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat & hadi dpt bersabar menghadapi dugaan ini. ~ameen~ (_ _)
10.14.09
warna
saja2 nak letak video kat blog ni sbb sblm ni x pernah. bila check2 n explore kat wordpress ni, baru le jumpa camne nak insert video. (kuno tul..) x pe lah, x expert sngt bab2 komputer nih..huhu (_ _)
sebab baru je tukar layout baru, so nk ltk video ni sbg lagu tema (cam over le plak…=P ) x pe lah, ape2 pun layan je lah k. tempo lagu ni slow motion sket; tp rasa cam enjoy gak le. mula2 dgr dlu cam boring je; tmbh2 lg imej yuchon yg dh berubah cket, x best lak dgr (time first2 le). tp dh lama2 dgr; ari ni terutamanya, rasa cambest n nak post skali kat blog.
terimalah drpd jaejung & yuchun (tvxq) ; colors ~ melody & harmony ~) \(^0^)/
lirik dia agak jiwang ler (memang pun =p), tapi ade satu part dlm lagu dlm ni yg agak menarik n kongsi kat sini..hehe
何かのために
僕らはここで
小さなことしかできないけれど
１秒だけでも世界中の涙止まて
笑顔になってくれるのなら
translation (in english) :
For someone’s sake
we are here
Although we can only achieve small things
Even just for 1 second
We still want to stop all the tears in this world
And turn them all into smiles
sbnrnya, keje kat lab mls nak wat, sbb tu rajin le plak meng-update blog ni. 
rsa x smngt tul nk wat keje, tmbh2 lg nk g lab. >_< camne le nak smbg mater nih..aduss (-_-”)
p/s: lagu yg satu lagi; shelter, dlm single yg sama cambest gak. nk post kat sini tp ingt nk post lagu je (bkn link dgn youtube); tp x tau camne. huhu..
10.11.09
coretan
sesaje nak tulis post kali ni dlm bahasa melayu lak. asyik tulis dlm english jer, cam borink lak. lagipun, bulan ni bulan bahasa kebangsaan. so, mari2 lah semarakkannya walaupun tulis dlm bhs melayu rojak. hehe…lolz~
cintaku tertinggal di malaysia
may be cam ‘over’ le plak statement di atas, tp aku rasa camtu le perasaan aku time smpai jepun slps lebih sebulan blk mesia. rasa cam x nk blk sini jer. time first2 smpai sini, kna g dai (universiti) sbb nk kna selesaikan dokumen2 yg perlu tuk interbiu dgn pihak jucte. penat gak, tp kna siapkan gak. sbb aq baru sedar yg aku pny turn kul 11. memang x smpt sbb flight yg aku nek smpai narita dkt kul 8. seb bek izyan nk tukar tmpt dgn aku, aku leh le g ptg. huhu..
tp time jln2 tu, aku terpk; betul ke aku kat nihon nih. cam mimpi ler, cam first time smpai ler…ish3. ntah pape. mungkin ni le padahnye blk mesia lama sngt. pastu duk rumah je. jadi rasa best sngt duk kat rumah, dgn ♥family♥ lak tuh. huk3. 
seronok sngt men n buli adik2 kat rumah. wawawa…tp aku rasa cam dh hilang self-esteem n keyakinan diri waktu smpai2 sini dan pd masa yg sama perlukan motivasi yg besar atau pembakar semangat tuk menyambung dan menyelesaikan tanggungjawab di sini. (-_-”)
proses pemulihan diri perlu dimulakan dgn segera dan diharapkan berjaya…kui3
p/s: tajuk lagu sebenarnye…lagu kumpulan dewa (kalo x silap). check it out at youtube…;-)
pengalaman baru
ari esok tu pulak, kna siapkan poster tuk conference kat ritsumeikan university. dgn bantuan senior, kak mimah dpt gak siapkan. aku dh wat tp, bla wat dgn senior aku tu, berlain giler..zen2 chigau. haha…x pe le. first timer kan. nak wat camne. tp sumer dh ok, mlm tu bertolak le kmi ke kyoto tuk conference selama tiga hari. aku bermalam kat rmh saido, adib & lan pali sementara kak mimah bermalam kat hotel. aku bukan x nak duk hotel, dah x dpt support dari dai n sensei, so aku malas le nak bazirkan duit duk hotel. kui3. duk rmh diorang pun ok gak, tp jauh nak mampus dari eki (stesen). letih naek beskal; dah le berbukit, dgn brg2 aku yg agak bnyk. sabar je lah…kui3
tuk conference a.k.a gakkai tu, aku hanya terlibat tuk poster session; jaga poster ttg hasil research kak mimah. aku rasa cam spoilerΨ le plak sbb bnyk soalan yg aku x leh jwb. kak mimah pun jwb sket2 je dan lepas tu blah g jln2 tgk poster orang len. X_X nak wat camne. dah nasib. lepas ni kna wat persediaan yg cukup. dah le kak mimah terang kat aku psl research dia tu sblm aku blk mesia. lps blk mesia, sumer ilmu2 tu keluar dari otak ini dgn ketidak-sengajaannya (alasan jer tuh…) camne le plak final paper aku nanti. harap dpt wat dgn jayanya. ~ameen~ ^_~
taufan melur
ari pertama conference tu diramalkan ribut taufan. cuak gak le sbb tgk berita mcm2 hal berlaku. dijadikan cerita, waktu aku blk dari conference hujan lebat giler ditambah lagi dgn angin kuat. lencun lah aku mlm tu yg berpakaian sut lengkap menaiki basikal smbl berpayung. nek beskal kejap berhenti sbb payung rosak kna angin kuat; kayuh2 berhenti lagi sbb x larat nak nek bukit dgn angin kuat; ingt nk tolak je smpai rumah bdk2 rits tu tp rsa kalo tolak je bskl, mesti baju aku akan bertambah lencun. lastly, aku bertahan tuk mengayuh basikal dlm hujan. >_< aku rasa tu le pengalaman yg x dpt dilupakan kut sepanjang duk shiga.
kyoto bandar bersejarah
ari terakhir conference tuh, bdk2 rits (saido, adib n salmi) ajak aku n kak mimah mkn kat kedai mskn india raju. mknn yg mmg enak banget – tandoori set. smpai diorang bdk2 rits sendiri x abiskan. =p…tp bagak tul roti nan dia. ditambah lagi dgn pulut kuning & ayam tandoori. ^^ pastu g bb; game arcade n men smpai sejam. enjoy gak tempat tu ditambah lg dgn harganya yg berpatutan. nsb bek esok tu aku blk. kalo x, nak g lagi jawabnye..haha
sblm blk ke ikuta, aku n kak mimah g jln2 sekitar kyoto dgn bantuan adib sbg pemandu pelancong. =) disebabkan kyoto ni besar yak amat, x smpt le nk g sumer tempat cambest. kami smpt g kyoto tower; seronok tul teropong kwsn sekeliling smbl tgk tmpt2 menarik sekitar kyoto, g jln2 kat gion; mkn set unagidon tuk mkn tghari, g nijojo (nijo castle); x leh msk sbb smpai lmbt tp leh le tngkp gmbr kat luar..hehe. ade gak tmpt yg teringin nk g tp x leh g sbb masa yg mmg sentiasa mencemburui kami x leh g gak; golden pavilion a.k.a kinkakuji temple (bkn pavilion kl k…haha), nek tren kat arashiyama n jumpa geisha kat gion. T_T tapi kehendak di hati nak makan takoyaki tercapai gak. \(^0^)/lps g nijojo, kmi g kyoto station tuk blk ke rmh…
terima kasih daun keladi
terima kasih kat saido, adib n lan sbb bagi tumpang tido kat rmh, plus servis mkn lg. ^_^ trimas gak kat salmi sbb bg pinjam beskal tuk 4 ari. thanx again kat adib sbb jadi tour guide pd ari last kami kat kyoto n ur treat too. *wink2* insyaAllah ade ari n rezeki, aku bls blk…kui3 
x lupa gak kat kak mimah tuk conference tuh; dari bwa saya ke conference, wat poster, mkn2, jln2 dan sumernye…tp sori le sbb x wat yg sebaik mungkin tuk sesi tu. insyaAllah kalo ada rezeki lg, saya akan wat lebih bek lg. ^_^
sekurang2nya skang aku dh recover cket; mgkn lps g conference n jmpa kwn2 lama kat rits kut. huhu~
p/s: mintak maap kalo post kali ni panjang sngt. sbb rasa cam nak tulis je ape yg terbuku di kepala otak & hati ni, sbb tu jadi berjela2 pnjgnye..hehe. (_ _)
08.26.09
mumble…again =p
it’s been a long time 4 me to write n mumble in this blog. hehe..
i know, it’s ramadhan now; n we suppose to avoid any nonsense talking, but ’cause it’s ramadhan lah i keep thinking much. ye ker…?? yeah, i’m home alone now, for a week b4 i’m leaving 4 malaysia \(^0^)/ ; plus dun have any work to do (actually no mood to do any stuff) -_-”\
frankly speaking, i just wondering what my future life path will be; still wondering n thinking. am i going to pursue my study; really do i?my research dun perform well; no result. so, i should work it out ler. ^_~ no more play around. it doesn’t make sense, if u said u wanna study further in ur field but no work hard towards it. (mumbles toward myself la pulak) n then, how about work? hmm…i’m scared n worried; am i really can do work in new environment. huh, what the heck am i talking. must think positive k. say no to no confidence. [how much i repeat those words, huh]
besides that, recently i do thinking about if i dun get the scholars 2 pursue my studies, by any chances, should i just go back to malaysia? hmm…i luv japan n i think if i’ve to go back, i’m going to miss life in japan. =_=” but, if Allah have takdirkan me for not staying here (japan); i must accept it sensibly, rite. He knows better n best for us *wink*
sumtimes i kinda fed up to myself >_< cause can’t make up my mind wisely, hard to decide well; or do i prefer dreaming rather than facing reality. X_X hmm..am i really damn worry about everything around me, plus my own probs make me hard to think well. lolz~ @_@
that’s for now..it’s better i talk n mumble the positive things, perhaps.
O Allah, help n guide me…~ameen~
<<always keep the faiths>>
08.19.09
no surprise (0_0);
it’s been a long time; more than a month i think, i dun write anything in this blog. i know u miss me, rite? ngeh3
really sorry 4 that m(_ _)m; no specific reasons; just no mood+no idea+change of mood+bla bla bla…(only excuses perhaps not)
for this post, i dun have any special idea to write actually. since we’re going to celebrate ramadhan soon, so i wanna wish happy ramadhan [ade ker org wish camni? ape2 je lah...layan]. at the same time, i wanna ask forgiveness from u’all if i’d make any mistake. m(_ _)m i’m sooooo sorry 4 everything. it’s true that apology is easier rather than forgive; but i’ve no choice n i’ll try my best to motivate myself to be a better man. huhu~
plus, i know i’m not a perfect guy in this world *sob3* so no need to get mad at me k…hehe~
ok, let’s celebrate ramadhan with upgrading our iman n amal. hope so (?)
~ameen~
06.22.09
…….
i stared at outside of the slide window of my house…its still raining out there. i just wondering n wondering n wondering….
n then i just realize, i only staring into space…..nothing. -_-”
whispering to myself: hello….u have a lot stuff to be done. remember that! no time to wondering or dreaming in the day…
must continue my work….^_-
06.17.09
nuthin much important…
what i’m going to write in my blog today, huh?
there’s somebody ask me to update this ‘mirotic’ blog 
guess who?? but, i dun do it purposely coz of his/her request. actually there’re some incident happened today, can’t stop laugh when recalling them, so i wanna leave here. really sowwy if i mix up my language. actually i planned to write in malay (loghat utagha lagi =p ) , but i changed my mind. ngeh3
this morning, i’d korean language class. usually in that class, we’re asked to make sentences using given words by the lecturer. there’s one time, i was asked by her to read my own sentence, ’cause my sentence is different from what my classmate wrote on the whiteboard. but, i didn’t read mine. just read what is writen on the whiteboard. lol~ the whole class burst into laughter. fortunately, there’re only four students in that class. ^^ then, my lecturer asked me a question (actually we’re learning the honorific phrase at that time) in korean:
are u japanese people? (japanese in korean is ‘ilbonpun/ilbonsaram’)i didnn’t realize what the meaning was. i just said ne (yes). so, the class full with laughter again. *_* really ashamed. mecha2. messed up one more time. after i answered correctly, i realized that ilbon means japan. hahaha….
that’s what happened in korean class. then, what happened in my research lab.
one of phd student in my lab is still studying japanese, so she dun speak much. at that time, my lab-mate wanna try to speak in english with her, learning english perhaps. =) i was peeping them through the glass of door. but, how come he saw me, n called me; to translate. eventually, i spoke with her. she explained what was asked, so i just nodded. at that time, i didn’t notice he n one of his pal are watching both of us; me in the phd students. they laughed at me ’cause i just nodded n didn’t speak much. >_< after the phd student a.k.a our lab senior went to her desk, both of them said that she is so cute. 
i had to laugh despite myself when i told everything to her, after a while chatting with them. hope so she wouldn’t read this blog. huhu~
ok…till then.
06.03.09
blurred @_@
this’s my first time posting from my research lab. actually i’ve to do preparation for this evening’s event - kenkyu kengaku (research lab visit). no idea – have to search some infos, plus references perhaps; to make my group presentation interesting.
no ideas to present? such that’s word i could say? after 2 months starting this new term.…gosh. no improvement.
just now, before i went to pray, i had a chat with my sensei n one of my lab mate. at that time, he had just finished showing a movie; entitled godzila sumthin2, which he also involved in certain parts.
he asked me to think about this evening events. eh, what’s suppose i talk? frankly? could i? puzzled.
then, he seemed uneasy; no way. u can’t be like that. we should attract students to come to n to join our lab by interesting points.
n then, i dunno why, he said to me, n my mate still at that lab; i’m differ from others malaysian that he has met. he said that i’m not proactive. ‘perhaps,’ my heart said; i’m quite hesitate n nervous in action. hmm… what should i say. just quiet. no offense. *_*
may be i use to play fools, not concentrate n be serious in works etc. oh my God…prefering to be ‘relax’ with no performance. just follow the trend – continue study in master or work…n then what i will be?
i’m always speechless when people do ask me about my future dreams. i’m really confius – i feel tired n getting sick in this field. lots of things have to study n grasp. @_@ should i change my profession-to-be to others? no more this complicated mechinary stuff n find other kind of field……
how my life path will going to be..O Allah, guide n help me. ~ameen~
have to continue my work. wish me luck k, guyz…
05.28.09
nuthin’ much happened (?)
it’s quarter to 4 o’clock in the morning right now.
i wanna write sumthin in my blog b4 going to sleep. ^_- yesterday, i attended korean class after a week of no class last week. today, we learned pronunciation by using video n has finished up the hangul (korean alphabets). 
in the class, we’ve to pronounce the words by turn. it’s quite anxious when my turn comes, but yesterday i made it – almost all words i pronounced perfectly! i’m perfect for you~ (lol) i was really happy; on top of the world. may be it’s a reward 4 my efforts. huhu…
then, there’s another story. actually, the day b4 it, i made a bet 2 myself – to speak out to one of 4 mates (but yesterday suddenly become five) after the class. so, i tried to walked slowly, not far away from two of them. lastly, i got it – chatted n self-introduced each other. hehe.. =) amusing though.
from those incident (?) i conscious that i’m really interested in korean language. no offense about that. so, i should try hard n smart to love learning programming, doing research stuff n reading thesis things. no more turning back k….!! (whisper to myself )
ok guyz….nite nite nite~ annyong
05.11.09
fate, destiny or…
it’s been a long time 4 me 2 write sumthin in this blog. huhu~
last week, i went to career fair for malaysian students who are going to graduate next spring. i just went there to know the atmosphere of career fair, while looking for what kind of job n company i like. =p i dun wanna talk about that fair, since i failed interview at sony malaysia booth. T_T may be i should get prepared well n talk with more energetic next time.
from that career fair, i made up my mind about something; do i really wanna study till master degree or begin new life with career?
why i think like that? ’cause i had chat with many people, n my mates too, n also it came up to my mind. some people said better proceed ur study to master level ’cause recession we have now n some suggested to work since experience is valuable. which one is better, huh? i dunno. so, i wanna try both? should i? at the same time, my kenkyu (research) seems no progress. i dunno what to do, ’cause everything i’ve to do on my own. (-_-”) dunno how to start; ’cause sensei just give us task to do without any guidance. so, there’s no way unless learn by own self. then, i was shocked ’cause i though sensei will teach us everything, especially the basic stuff. may be it’s a kind of new turning point in life (?)
but, sometimes i feel uncomfortable in that lab. even my mates be kind toward me, i dun have confidence about my research. it doesn’t mean i dun wanna do my best or what. it just came to my mind; am i really interested in this kind of study – lot of programming etc. i still remember in past years, when i’m still in 1st year or 2nd year if i’m not mistaken, i would not take any course or kenkyu related with programming. at that time i prefered sumthing related with bionics, physics, chemistry or materials. in contrast, now i’m in a programming-linked lab. how it turned to be? it’s a fate or destiny or…
last saturday, i had an online-chat with a senior from one of prestigious universities in japan. he said (became a good advise to me perhaps) : we must have interest in what we do. if not, nothing will happen. i must open my eyes to see the reality in my life. yosh..!! no more play full or halfway job a.k.a tochuhampa. should i try to find sort of interesting point in my research first. huhu~
at least, i must become myself, rather than follow others or trend. ^_-
O Allah, guide me…
