11.14.09
やせすぎから低体重に\(^0^)/
last week i went to gym; as usual to do some exercise. ^^ but, b4 doing those stuff, i went thru some kinda check up; about my body n so on.
it’s actually a check up or test (?) about our body’s muscle, fat n weight using some kinda machine n after that we’ll be consulted by the trainer in the gym. it’s been a long time i didn’t go thru that test; i think the last time was b4 summer break. lol~
n guess what the result is?
result of the 'test'
やせすぎ(前回) --> 低体重(今回)
as the tittle ler…ngeh3
it’s a positive result; n achievement i can say. from やせすぎ(too slim) to 低体重(underweight). ngee~ i know it’s really not a big deal for some of u, but for me it’s sumthin that made me smile; for a while. hehehe… 
though it seems good improvement, according to the result; my protein percentage dropped a little bit. =( at the same time, my fat percentage is quite ok. it’s a relief, then. 
what has i worked out, then?
hmm…i just focus on muscle training (筋肉トレーニング) mostly beside doing other exercise; as advised by the gym’s trainer. i do also drink protein drink everyday. i think that small achievement is the fruits of my effort till now. =)
from that ‘check up’, i was advised by the trainer about certain things:
#focus on muscle training; as now (10 reps 3 times)
#drink the protein drink rite after training; so, i must bring the drink in bottle to the gym after this. huhu~
#eat much carbohydrate and protein
#dun eat after 10 p.m *wink* (-_-”)
i hope i can do much better to gain my weight up a little bit..to get the ideal weight. ^_^
11.04.09
attention boyz n gurls…
hehe…bknnye nk promote pencuci muka ke ape ke…just nk bgtau; ade sape2 yg hilang mafla @ tahu mafla ni sape yg empunya. aku dh hebohkan thru ym n facebook, tp respon x bnyk lak. =( so, aku try lak wat pengumuman kat cni. hope so, ade le yg respon positively (kalo wat2 ngaku, tidak dilayan-harap maaf)
ni lah mafla nyer..huhu
spesifikasi
- jenama : universal traveller (yg feymes kat mesia tu…=P )
- warna : main (kelabu); belang2 (biru, hitam, putih, ungu)
- tebal n agak kasar; ade renda2 (?) kat hujung..
ok, harap maklum.
pengumuman tambahan: marilah kita sama2 sedekahkan alfatihah tuk arwah ayah al-hadi firdaus a.k.a totoro yg meninggal dunia semalam. semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat & hadi dpt bersabar menghadapi dugaan ini. ~ameen~ (_ _)
10.14.09
warna
saja2 nak letak video kat blog ni sbb sblm ni x pernah. bila check2 n explore kat wordpress ni, baru le jumpa camne nak insert video. (kuno tul..) x pe lah, x expert sngt bab2 komputer nih..huhu (_ _)
sebab baru je tukar layout baru, so nk ltk video ni sbg lagu tema (cam over le plak…=P ) x pe lah, ape2 pun layan je lah k. tempo lagu ni slow motion sket; tp rasa cam enjoy gak le. mula2 dgr dlu cam boring je; tmbh2 lg imej yuchon yg dh berubah cket, x best lak dgr (time first2 le). tp dh lama2 dgr; ari ni terutamanya, rasa cambest n nak post skali kat blog.
terimalah drpd jaejung & yuchun (tvxq) ; colors ~ melody & harmony ~) \(^0^)/
lirik dia agak jiwang ler (memang pun =p), tapi ade satu part dlm lagu dlm ni yg agak menarik n kongsi kat sini..hehe
何かのために
僕らはここで
小さなことしかできないけれど
１秒だけでも世界中の涙止まて
笑顔になってくれるのなら
translation (in english) :
For someone’s sake
we are here
Although we can only achieve small things
Even just for 1 second
We still want to stop all the tears in this world
And turn them all into smiles
sbnrnya, keje kat lab mls nak wat, sbb tu rajin le plak meng-update blog ni. 
rsa x smngt tul nk wat keje, tmbh2 lg nk g lab. >_< camne le nak smbg mater nih..aduss (-_-”)
p/s: lagu yg satu lagi; shelter, dlm single yg sama cambest gak. nk post kat sini tp ingt nk post lagu je (bkn link dgn youtube); tp x tau camne. huhu..
06.22.09
…….
i stared at outside of the slide window of my house…its still raining out there. i just wondering n wondering n wondering….
n then i just realize, i only staring into space…..nothing. -_-”
whispering to myself: hello….u have a lot stuff to be done. remember that! no time to wondering or dreaming in the day…
must continue my work….^_-
05.11.09
fate, destiny or…
it’s been a long time 4 me 2 write sumthin in this blog. huhu~
last week, i went to career fair for malaysian students who are going to graduate next spring. i just went there to know the atmosphere of career fair, while looking for what kind of job n company i like. =p i dun wanna talk about that fair, since i failed interview at sony malaysia booth. T_T may be i should get prepared well n talk with more energetic next time.
from that career fair, i made up my mind about something; do i really wanna study till master degree or begin new life with career?
why i think like that? ’cause i had chat with many people, n my mates too, n also it came up to my mind. some people said better proceed ur study to master level ’cause recession we have now n some suggested to work since experience is valuable. which one is better, huh? i dunno. so, i wanna try both? should i? at the same time, my kenkyu (research) seems no progress. i dunno what to do, ’cause everything i’ve to do on my own. (-_-”) dunno how to start; ’cause sensei just give us task to do without any guidance. so, there’s no way unless learn by own self. then, i was shocked ’cause i though sensei will teach us everything, especially the basic stuff. may be it’s a kind of new turning point in life (?)
but, sometimes i feel uncomfortable in that lab. even my mates be kind toward me, i dun have confidence about my research. it doesn’t mean i dun wanna do my best or what. it just came to my mind; am i really interested in this kind of study – lot of programming etc. i still remember in past years, when i’m still in 1st year or 2nd year if i’m not mistaken, i would not take any course or kenkyu related with programming. at that time i prefered sumthing related with bionics, physics, chemistry or materials. in contrast, now i’m in a programming-linked lab. how it turned to be? it’s a fate or destiny or…
last saturday, i had an online-chat with a senior from one of prestigious universities in japan. he said (became a good advise to me perhaps) : we must have interest in what we do. if not, nothing will happen. i must open my eyes to see the reality in my life. yosh..!! no more play full or halfway job a.k.a tochuhampa. should i try to find sort of interesting point in my research first. huhu~
at least, i must become myself, rather than follow others or trend. ^_-
O Allah, guide me…
04.29.09
uninvited dinner \(^0^)/
i’d just finished my resume n performed subuh prayer when i wrote this post. =) i’m quite sleepy right now. so i dun wanna mumble too much for this post. hihi…
last evening, i went to shibuya to accompany my frenz to a dinner, even i was not invited. it’s not mean i’m shameless or what, just represent her pal. actually i thought the dinner was held informally; japanese standing style party. but, it was not; dinner around table in a booked dining room. wow, an exclusive dinner i’ve ever had.
i dun wanna talk about the dishes. of course, they’re super expensive, since held in hi-class hotel in shibuya. what i really attracted is the topic about. the organizer was the people from large global company, exxon mobil n the dinner is promoting the company to japanese university graduates. actually i dun have any interests about the company, or even the job-hunting, since i plan to proceed my study in master.
then, when the department manager talked about the company policy n working environment, it attracted myself. they offer us working in overseas while undergoing training. it’s cool n frankly speaking i want that kind of job – dun concentrate on certain job only, capable to do varies kind of tasks n can go working abroad. hehe… but, do i have enough ability 4 those kinds of work or it’s just my cannot-to-fulfill-dream? so, i must made up my mind to work hard, n smart too, to make my dream come true. ^_^
aja aja fighting..!!
04.21.09
puzzled :(-_-”):
i just came back from english class at main campus; surugadai near ochanomizu station. i’ve to go there by train. really exhausted though, rite now. huhu…
there’re many things happened lately, in my life. i dunno whether it supposed to be or not. may be God has decided them happened n i dun notice what the gud things behind. what’s on earth i wanna talk about, huh? okey, back to the point. what’s happened in last week; n what’s going to happen this week too.
last week, the 1st ever lab session has begun, on thursday. we’d to decided which field of themes. at that time, i was speechless, n puzzled. had i thought wisely ’bout that? omG..i guess sensei is going to give some briefing about research n so on. i was wrong. he said;”if i delay time, u’all won’t think. so, it’s better for u decide now n u’ll work 4 it, i think.” sort of that. >_< so, i’ve no idea at that time, ’cause i’m confius either to take image processing (画像処理) or dna computing (DNAコンピュティング). at that time, i was really wanna run away 4 not thinking about that, or going back to past to think again. hehe…what’s the heck! then, i just said i wanna do image processing, as recommended by him. last month, i sent e-mail to sensei about the research themes n i wrote about image processing, since i’d no idea about dna computing. then, he suggested me to do research about sumthing related to image processing. i was in malaysia at that time, so it’s difficult to find references etc.
both of the fields seem interesting. dna computing is new field of my research lab, n preferred by sensei. on the other hand, image processing is quite hard; full of programming n sumthin like that. (-_-”) fortunately, for both of those research areas, i’ve malaysian sempai. ^^v
really hope so that what i’d chosen is right. gambaru shika nai…(?)
yesterday i’d seminar class – reading some english research papers, which related with the research theme. then, my turn came; to translate, n explain some of the words. at that moment, i dunno why; my english n japanese became like trash; going upside-down. ashamed 4 that. 
i supposed to understand what terms used in the paper, but i’ve no idea ’bout that. so, i really sorry 2 sensei, n my mates too.
this thursday, we’re going to write study proposal; about what we’re going to do 4 thesis in one whole year – sumthing like research plan. oh my~ it like a sudden to do sumthing in rush. so, i’m going to meet my team-mates tomorrow to discuss about that. hope so ideas will come out..=)
but, tomorrow i’ve also korean class. yeah..! learning new language, even i dunno i capable of that or not. at least, the lecturer is nice n said there’re no student fail in that subject yet. huhu~
i’m looking forward for everything in my life. haha~ going crazy already (?)
04.16.09
when sakura blossom….
just wanna drop something in my blog, since i dun update it 4 two weeks. really sorry 4 it (_ _) it’s not because i’m busy or what; just no idea 4 entry…huhu. btw, this post just mumbles from me, myself n i. plz 4give me if it sounds weird or meaningless.
sakura blossom in early april n around that time the school’s (n university’s too) term starts.
it’s about a year i’m in japan. it seems really fast, the time is. unexpected! even it was a year, i refuse to admit the fact. haha…what the heck i’m writing here? i dunno how to say it; it looks like i can’t say my one-year-experiences has mutured me. i still have no confidence about my future life. voices of afraid n worry are heard deep from my heart.what should i do next? my life path will be getting dull? oh no…i dun want it happen.
may be sometimes, i enjoy too much in this life. oh, we’re young! it’s youth time. seishun da. do i take granted 4 what i got? that’s why i do take easy. >_<
i’m always getting into confusion. is this correct? is that okay? 
n sometimes i think i’m a liar or hypocrite in my own life; seems i’m trapped by myself in others’ shadows. again, weird thing i write here though. are all my actions, till now, are correct? or just my act to promote myself n dun wanna hurt anybody.those worries n thought haunt my mind lately. i dunno what to say or decide to do. so, i just continue my life as usual, but at the same time try doing my best 4 anything i could. as well, hoping Allah s.w.t will help this nothing-good slave n let know what the best to do. huhu. ameen~
i really wanna start (or may be reset?) my daily life with brightness, even others feel not. hehe…;-)
04.04.09
tell me why??
i started writing this post at about quarter to 12 midnight. it’s the time when i prepared myself b4 to go to bed after almost half day journey coming back to japan, last week. it’s been a week i left my home sweet home; to continue my life here; may be another a year or more than that. gambarimasu…
there’re many ‘incidents’ (should i call them like that?) happened, to me.
on monday my pals n i met our new-ariving kouhaitachi (juniors) at yokohama. it’s the 1st time 4 me ’cause i didn’t go to meet them at hachioji seminar house. huhu.. we went yokohama to settle down certain stuff about buying second-hand items from malaysian students there. then we went to have lunch at sakuragicho n had a stroll around there. what’s really make sense to me is; am i a good sempai (senior) to them? hope so ler…i’ll try my best to help n guide them. oh, it’s been a year in japan! is my a-year-experience really enough 4 that? or must i wait 4 another year? oh gosh! >_<
time’s running very fast…
the next day, my roommate n i went to gym; to register the membership. actually that day was the last day of discount promotion, so i dun wanna miss it. hehe… thanx dude 4 telling me about that. then, on wednesday we went to gym. we’re introduced about the facilities n activities can be done over there. so, we decided to do the muscular section; running, weight-lifting n sumthin like that. oh, it’s quite hard since i rarely do excercise. ^_- after that, we had a rest on massage chair n aerobic class b4 leaving the gym. i was so tired but still continue watching boys over flower. hihi.. may be i should make this going to gym as my new target, 4 this year- gaining my weight ^^v
last thursday was my bad luck day, i think. on that day, we got the result 4 last sem. i was shocked n surprised ’cause i failed in one subject T_T fortunately it’s elective subject n unfortunately my gpa dropped a little bit. actually i was really sad after finishing that paper, during exam ’cause it’s quite difficult – full of maths theory n so on. i just let it go like that n hope may miracle will come. but, it turned contrastly. perhaps God wanna show n tell me something 4 not taking sumthin easily. who knows?
class is going to start next week friday but i dun feel anything – no pressure. or am i still in honey-moon holiday or what? hope so not. i wanna do sumthing!! O God help me…tell me why..
02.16.09
kgotboda namja
i’m really sorry guyz coz not updating my blog lately (_ _) may be dun have any idea after exam was over or i became damn lazy. oh gosh! cannot be; must be better than yesterday right?
what i’m doing lately; since now is haru yasumi (spring vacation) ? my pals n i went thru baito (part-time job) interview in early february n now we’re in training period. fyi, i’m doing tanaoroshi a.k.a stock-counting part-time job at nights. actually i wanna say excuse to my pal coz dun wanna do any baito; since it’s really chill now (japan’s temperature is still under 10 degree), but i dun wanna disappointing him. so i took it. it’s nice job n can fulfill my leisure time during this holiday, (^^,) besides earn some money. what else i did? i went to enoshima yesterday with my frenz; to see valentine illumination in the isle. very amazing n superb! i’ll upload the pics in my facebook soon. hehe… sometimes i feel boring n a little bit tension with the baito. well u-know, i’m still in training n quite make a lot of mistake here n there. (-_-; ) to release my tension, i watch dramas n movie. one of the dramas that i watch recently is kgotboda namja or boys over flower (the korean version). am i promoting 2 u? x pe, layan jer =p
i think most of u; especially my jad frenz had ever seen the japanese version of this drama. so, may be u’ll think it’s wasting time to watch the same drama but in different language. for me, it’s not! of coz i’m fulfilling my past time with benefitial things by watching the drama, n also the story line has a little bit different with the japanese version. (sorry, i can’t compare with the taiwanese version since i watched certain episodes only)
i’m also wanna say sorry to the hana yori dango’s fan coz i think the korean version is better. change from scene to scene is smooth n the story’s flow differs from the comic a.k.a manga. the director n script-writer play good role to make the story fantastic; the actors n actress too.
most of us know the drama is about love between super-rich boy n poor girl. but, one episode (may be 2 episodes; i’m quite not sure coz dun really remember exactly) of the drama bring the family theme, dragged my attention. in those episodes, jun pyo (domyouji in japanese version) came to jan di’s (makino) house n had a stay there. he enjoyed the stay with jan di’s family; made kimchi (korean dish), had breakfast with family, went to public-bath with jan di’s dad n little bro n ate cheap food at the road-side stall. all of those made he understand what life is n the value of family. since he was a child, he grew up in a lonely life as his parents busy with the company stuff n so on, made him boring n irritating with the rich-style living. from that episode, i knew that he had understand the family’s value n appreciated his lover deeply, n would not break the promise he made with jan di. huhu...just my own opinion.
from that drama also, i conscious that family bond is really important. even we have hundred of frenz around the world, our family can’t be compared to them easily. they are the first people we live with n know well about us. i really wanna do something to make my parents n family happy. getting far away from them make our passion strong right? hanareba hanareru hodo, kazoku to no aijyou ha tsuyoku nareru jyanai? hope so my journey to hometown next month may strengthen my love n affection to them n make me know who’s really am i for them. ~ameen~
