12.31.08
‘08 to ‘09
よいよいお年を (yoi yoi otoshi o)
today is the last day of 2008 n tomorrow we’ll enter new year of 2009. either we celebrate new year or not, it’s a point our age increase (oh no…i’m getting old).
normally, during new year, everybody would like to make their own azam (wish/dream/determination). most of us wish that next year will be better than this year; hope there’ll be new achievement, good lucks, opportunity, prosperity n so on. may be tomorrow’s sunrise will bring us a new hope though. hehe…
for me, 2008 is a year of colorful. it’s the first time i live in oversea to continue my study. my study-abroad dream came true. but, to fulfill it with colors of success, i’d to face many hardships n challenges. alhamdulillah, even i can’t say i’d used to this new life all out, i’d tried the best to face all of them. i know i’m a little bit slow in getting use to the new environment, but i wanna do it. so, just do it. (^^;)
what i hope for this coming 2009?
can i just have a hope without doing nothing? it’s impossible right. how the dream will come true; just waiting miracles happen. such a wasting time though. i hope that i’ll be getting use to new life while changing myself to become a better n best person, that i can be. i dunno is it necessary to state my own determination for new year particularly or not. (-.-;) today’s teenager period (?) is a very high-tension time. the wanna-do n wanna-be souls will come out eagerly. so i hope can manage well.
besides that, 2009 is a year where i’ve to decide my life path beyond. either i wanna continue my study in master or working. actually i dunno yet…oh no. hope so i can decide wisely. at the same time, in mid of january, if i’m not mistaken, i’ve to determine which research lab’s theme i wanna do for sotsugyo kenkyu (last year thesis). (*_*) i know that God had planned well for our life journey; it’s up to us to decide it. choice’s in our hand.
O Allah, please give me strength to face everything in my life n plz dun stop giving ur taufik n hidayah coz i’m just ur nothing-to-compare slave.
12.21.08
eat n eat n eat…till when?
how much can i 'eat' ?
i mentioned in previous post that i use to eat in this winter. the coldness makes me feel hungry or can i say ’starving’. it feels like i wanna eat everything i would to. but, is that enough?
is eating food really enough for ourselves?we really need food for many reason; for our health, ’cause we’re hungry, to gain weight, n so on. we continue eating n eating even we dun realize that is our body only need food? how about our mind n soul? do they need ‘food’ too?
we study either in classes or by ourselves to feed our brain. for that, we need energy n have to eat. we study hard during class time, either in lecture hall or in library; do report n review all the notes. some of us love to read to gain knowledge etc.
how about ‘food’ for our soul? is it need to eat too?
sometimes we feel depress n need something to cure our misery. at that time, what we’ll do? from my experience, living in japan; seeing how japanese overcome their stress n fulfill their souls’ need. if we switch on tv, there’re a lot warai-bangumi (fun tv show). i think that’s one of the way. i use to watch them too…hehe (^_^) besides that, japanese like to go to karaoke n having nomikai (gathering n drinking alcohol) to enjoy themselves. at those places, they can have fun, chat with each others, till become drunk n like ‘crazy’. i’m sorry ’cause rude to say like that, but it’s only my point of view. some of them have sex with their couples as if it’s normal in their custom.
how about us? should we do the same thing like they do? i dunno ’cause everybody has their own principles. i can’t say my way is correct while the others’ is not. i use to read Quran, motivation books, magazines, listen to music, watch drama n other stuff on tv, surf internet etc to feed my soul; n also my mind too. but, i dunno is it enough or still not enough. sometimes i feel it’s still not enough n sometimes i satisfy with myself. “it’s enough for me, if i push harder, it may harm myself” something like that appears in my mind.
for me, the three components of ourselves;body,mind n soul are important n we should take care of them. if one of them is not enough, may be i’ll be imbalance n something wrong will happen.
or can i say: it’s not fair if only body get food, when the rest don’t. (?_?)
12.18.08
pre-winter:going upside-down…!!!??
’cause night is longer than day, i spend my night (and also half of the day; may be) for sleep. at the same time, i become really lazy to do any work; just wanna sit in front my pc or be in the blanket a.k.a futon. it’s hard for me to get out from the futon even it’s already fajr (subuh) prayer time; i dunno either i awake or not). it’s become my habit to wake up late in the afternoon n sometimes i dun have bath before going to classes. (@_@) oh no..i must do something!
my stomach keeps ringing (?) n my appetite become bigger n bigger at this moment. dunno what to say; i’ve to spend much money just for meals, besides other things.(-.-;) my money fled away like a stream…does it become useless. hope so not…
i just finished the lab experiment yesterday. the experiment was a little bit easy, compared to the last experiment; but the report really make me sick. OMG. i wanna finish it by winter break, i hope so (-.-)> then, today i woke up late n gotta rush up to go to the system engineering class. i didn’t have proper bath; just wash my face n brush my teeth. i dun wanna do it, but i had to. actually i didn’t finish yet my assignment.hehehe…so i’d to finish it during class. i did not only finish it by time, but i’d also understand sort of the past lesson n assignment all about. unfortunately, i didn’t listen anything from today’s lecture. how am i going to do for my today’s assignment. (><)
it’s same happened in my physics class. frankly speaking, i understand nothing from that class. today, we’d to do exercise. i can solve one sub-question for the whole period. really disappointing. it’s just the beginning of winter or ‘pre-winter’, not the ‘true winter’. oh, come on; i must open my eyes to see the reality.huhu…may be it’s a part of challenges of winter (?)
or am i still in the snow dream, even it’s not snowing yet…??
12.16.08
last lab experiment..??
tomorrow is my lab experiment for third year university.
“last experiment”?
OMG, i dun aware it. the experiments will be over tomorrow. i dunno what happen in tomorrow’s experiment, either the experiment is hard, or the report will make me headache->>try thinking the answer for kousatsu (consideration/examination…sorry i dunno the proper english for it) am i going to miss doing the experiment in that clumsy lab or listening to the TA’s difficult explanation n the noisy atmosphere during recess time. (-.-)/
but, lastly bye-bye to all my team-mates, mori, morozumi-san n yagishita. i’ll be seeing yagishita only coz he’s one of my seminar-mates. it’s a little bit earlier, but i wanna say: otsukare sama
12.10.08
oh my God…why i become like this…??
hello guyz.
this week, we’re (Muslims) celebrating eidul adha, n hope so can take the values from the eid (^^,) but, for me, i dunno why, feel really down n lose my mood to do any work. i’m not feeling well lately, n as if i’d lost to ‘ill-of-myself’.
when i dun have any work to do, it’s a little bit boring ’cause i would like to watch movie n sometimes i feel it’s worthless. i know it good for me to fulfill my leisure time though. then, when i’ve piles of works to do, i feel tension n want to blame others ’cause me trouble, but at last i know it’s all begin from me n i’m the person to be blamed. (what the heck am i talking..haha, layan jer)
actually i wanna do my homework, but i just write anything comes out from my mind…huhu. i hope so, i can manage myself well n settle anything i’ve to deal with.
k, till next post. 
12.08.08
salam eidul adha
Allahu Akbar Allahu Akbar Allahu Akbar…
salam eidul adha to all. it doesn’t matter anywhere u celebrate, but what eidul adha means to you is very important. we’d known the history behind eidul adha, the story of prophet Ibrahim n his son, prophet Ismail. then, what the significance of that story to us. let’s think n take note about it. may God bless u in this eidul adha.
tillnext post (^_^)
12.04.08
challenges of winter
i just wanna list out some of the challenges i face now, n may be till winter is over. dun u have any challenges coz this is the first winter for some of u, including me 
wake up early to perform subuh prayer..hihihi. always miss it i think it’s not a challenge in winter only, but either cold or not it’s really hard for me to wake up early.
wanna eat a lot n my appetite is getting big n bigger. may be it’s good for me to gain my weight though
endure with winter’s cold…(~0~) have to wear thick outwear,muffler etc
i become lazy to do any work n wanna be in futon at all time
>>i hope so can overcome these ‘challenges’ in winter soon.huhu..
12.03.08
.:ikumeisai:.
last week (Nov 23~24) my university held ikumeisai or meiji university ikuta campus festival. i went there on the first n last day. it’s so interesting coz i didn’t expect that a lot of stalls had been set up n many event took place.(^0^)/
here are some photos i wanna share with you, but only for the first day. the last day’s photos had been deleted coz i’d formatted my pc last week.m(T_T)m
8th ikumeisai entrance
the events of festival
band performance at main stage
autumn in ikuta
stalls at ikumeisai
takoyaki
tried eating some delicacies sold there
indoor band performance
'gula kapas' a.k.a cotton candy
on the last day, there were tae-kwan-do demo, narikiri daisakusen (male become female/female become male contest), wrestling match n mr meiji contest, besides booths. unfortunately, i woke up late on that day, n missed the geinin show in the morning. zannen datta…
i hope that all the malaysian students can set up our own stall next year n take part in the events. (^^,) tanoshimi
