last tuesday, i watched hana yori dango final at mysoju.com in the evening n at night, i enjoyed watching oh my girl drama on fuji tv (^~^) but, i dun want to tell u the summary of both shows…coz i’m not an entertainment reporter..haha

“yume a.k.a dream”

that’s word i got after watching both dramas. in hana yori dango final, domyouji n makino asked each others about their own dreams, while in oh my girl drama, kotaro who wants to become a novelist, had been cheated by a publisher company’s staff. then, an-chan cheered him up for not giving up his dream.

what’s really a dream for me or i can simplify say “what’s my true dream?”

i really dunno actually. if anybody asks me about that, may be “err…dunno” or “…become an engineer..sort of that” come out from my mouth. i still remember my childhood’s dream always change, year by year, becoming superhero, celebrity, teacher, architect, tv host, ambassadorl ecturer, engineer n so on…dream changes as interests n time change.

but, now i’m in campus life. can i be like that? change my (near) future dream anytime i like. i tried to think what kind of dream suits me. unfortunately, i didn’t. if not, i’m just following the time change, but i don’t use my own power to choose. such a wasteful thing i do. arrrggghhh..!! NO, i dun wanna be like this forever! what should i do?

if i reflect on myself back, what am i doing now are attending classes, having pleasure life in apartment, going out in weekends. repeating the same things daily,weekly,…or may be till graduate. after that, what? just changing my title from student to a worker or “engineer”, but repeat the same life-style. i want something new n fresh life!

seeing everybody around owns special dream makes me also wanna have a dream too. such a trend follower. if i’ve a dream, can i fulfill it? if i don’t, what the direction of my life?

for me, dream has wide meaning n various images. so, anybody can decide what kind of dream they want. dream can be the position of work after grad or future lifestyle or special dream that u want since childhood.

either i have a special dream or not is not a problem. just do what u wanna do…(^^,) unless ur dream’s sound weird or super-impossible, u should think again.

i dun have any specific dream like others have ’cause i dun want. if i’ve one, i’ll not working hard for it, n when found another sweet dream i can easily drew to that ‘new dream’. now for me, it’s good having a daily dream or target. have a nicer n better day than tomorrow, doing all the work competently but enjoy them. gettin’ thru daily life even full of tears n laughter as creating new interesting life. or am i in a dream? hahaha…just a joke.

so, what’s ur dream?

p/s: sorry ’cause the tittle doesn’t relate with the post…hehehe..actually those are song tittles. u may listen them at youtube etc. check it out!