11.07.09
言われなくても
last night, i phoned my family♥. it’s been a while i didn’t phone them; i think after a fortnite..huhu. just chat n mumbles with my mom, dad n younger sis. but, one thing i forgot to say to my mom last nite;
plz pray for me, momi really wanna say that; since i’m a little bit tension n fed up lately; with my works at lab n so on. may be her prayer will strengthen me then. ^^
but, i remember once she has said:
i’m always pray for the best to all my children.i think n sure she won’t forget; n also my dad; their silence prayer to all their beloved children.
#hoping for better weekend n next week; no more mess up next up…*fighting*#
11.04.09
attention boyz n gurls…
hehe…bknnye nk promote pencuci muka ke ape ke…just nk bgtau; ade sape2 yg hilang mafla @ tahu mafla ni sape yg empunya. aku dh hebohkan thru ym n facebook, tp respon x bnyk lak. =( so, aku try lak wat pengumuman kat cni. hope so, ade le yg respon positively (kalo wat2 ngaku, tidak dilayan-harap maaf)

ni lah mafla nyer..huhu
spesifikasi
- jenama : universal traveller (yg feymes kat mesia tu…=P )
- warna : main (kelabu); belang2 (biru, hitam, putih, ungu)
- tebal n agak kasar; ade renda2 (?) kat hujung..
ok, harap maklum.
pengumuman tambahan: marilah kita sama2 sedekahkan alfatihah tuk arwah ayah al-hadi firdaus a.k.a totoro yg meninggal dunia semalam. semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat & hadi dpt bersabar menghadapi dugaan ini. ~ameen~ (_ _)
10.28.09
gotong-royong
fuh…smlm dan ari ni adlh ari yg agak penat bg ku n house-mate ku sbb mengemas rumah tuk kemasukan shin-memba a.k.a ahli baru…hehe iaitu shahrin. dia akan duk skali smpai grad nnti insya-Allah. ^_^
abis segala2 berubah dlm rumah terutamanya kat blk seblh; bilik mus’ab sbb shahrin duk dgn mus’ab. *wink* bilik aku pun kna tempias gak le, sbb nk sumbat sumer brg dlm satu blk mmg x ckp le..dh nma rumah kat jepun. bkn bsr mna sngt. tp xpe asalkan selesa
syukur n syok gak le sbb bnyk smph berjaya dibuang. \(^0^)/ seperti futon & sarung sofa yg buruk >_< , buku2 senpai yg lama, kipas yg patah /(-_-;) dsb. kerja2 sumer ni dpt di-settle-kan dgn bantuan mangat gak. hihi~ thanx. tp nk buang smph tu cuak gak le sbb sumer smph tu kmi sumbat2 je dlm beg plastik smph. kalo ikut undang2 (skema le plak), ada pembahagian tuk buang smph tu. cam kipas yg patah tu x silap kna bayar tuk dibuang kalo lebih 30 cm. $_$. last2, cabut2 je sumer part kipas tu n sumbat dlm beg plastik smph. hehe~ >:) futon tu x tau lak camne nk buang ikut cara yg btul. nk senang, buang je skali. kuang3
ni le keadaan blk aku…blk sblh x nak le amek, sbb privacy org len kan.

meja stadi+komp - sblm ni ltk futon bwh meja tu, tp skang dh leh ltk dlm almari..hehe

keadaan atas meja..=)
10.21.09
impian
walaupun bgn x bape awal, aku cepat2 (ppalli2) bersiap tuk g kelas bhs korea a.k.a hangugeo stlh 3 minggu tak g. hehe…(1st week kat mesia; 2nd week g kyoto; 3rd week bgn lmbt..lol) sbnrnya cam x nk teruskan blaja bhs korea ni. cam mls n nk fokus kat kenkyu @ research (kononnyer la..
) tp ari ni cam rsa nk g gak.
tp niat di hati tak kesampaian pabila kunci bilik 606 tu x leh buka; ‘alamak, kunci la plak’ kecewalah diri ini. turun jap kat lobi cyuoukan tuk tgk kalo ade2 notis pasal kelas cuti. tgk2 smpai 4 kali cuti. wow~ cuti sakan la jawabnya. seonsaengnim (cikgu) g korea kut…kui3 ^^
pasal smlm; interview tuk biasiswa ypm, aku x nak komen ape sngt ler. sbb agak tensen dgn intebiu via video conference yg x bape dgr..wawawa. tensen gak le sbb asyik suruh ulang je..tensen gak dgn diri ni yg ckp english agak terabur..(-_-”) harap2 le ahli2 panel tu faham apa yg aku ckp. ngeh3 XD bnda tu dh selesai, jadi serahkan pada Ilahi tuk tentukan. tp aku mmg x menaruh harapan tinggi sngt. bak kata besday gurl smlm a.k.a yana comot;
jangan terbang tinggi, nanti jatuh berderaiok, ciao tuk msa skang.

malas plak nak g lab ari ni.x nak jmpa sensei sbb dia nk tau psl interbiu X_X
10.19.09
harapan

orang selalu ckp; bila fajar ari baru menyinsing (betul ke ayat bm aku nih..huhu), akan ada harapan baru. tp, kalo matahari terbenam, bermakna harapan tuk ari tu dh tiada ker….hihi. saje je terpikir cam2..
camne pun, kita sentiasa berharap yg ari ni lebih baik drpd smlm dan esok lebih baik drpd ari ni, kan? esok ade interbiu dgn ypm, so diriku ni menaruh harapan spy dpt wat yg terbaik dan sebaik mungkin. ~ameen~
*semangat tuk esok – berusaha chayok2 faito~ aja2 fighting*
10.14.09
warna
saja2 nak letak video kat blog ni sbb sblm ni x pernah. bila check2 n explore kat wordpress ni, baru le jumpa camne nak insert video. (kuno tul..) x pe lah, x expert sngt bab2 komputer nih..huhu (_ _)
sebab baru je tukar layout baru, so nk ltk video ni sbg lagu tema (cam over le plak…=P ) x pe lah, ape2 pun layan je lah k. tempo lagu ni slow motion sket; tp rasa cam enjoy gak le. mula2 dgr dlu cam boring je; tmbh2 lg imej yuchon yg dh berubah cket, x best lak dgr (time first2 le). tp dh lama2 dgr; ari ni terutamanya, rasa cambest n nak post skali kat blog.
terimalah drpd jaejung & yuchun (tvxq) ; colors ~ melody & harmony ~) \(^0^)/
lirik dia agak jiwang ler (memang pun =p), tapi ade satu part dlm lagu dlm ni yg agak menarik n kongsi kat sini..hehe
何かのために
僕らはここで
小さなことしかできないけれど
1秒だけでも世界中の涙止まて
笑顔になってくれるのなら
translation (in english) :
For someone’s sake
we are here
Although we can only achieve small things
Even just for 1 second
We still want to stop all the tears in this world
And turn them all into smiles
sbnrnya, keje kat lab mls nak wat, sbb tu rajin le plak meng-update blog ni.
rsa x smngt tul nk wat keje, tmbh2 lg nk g lab. >_< camne le nak smbg mater nih..aduss (-_-”)
p/s: lagu yg satu lagi; shelter, dlm single yg sama cambest gak. nk post kat sini tp ingt nk post lagu je (bkn link dgn youtube); tp x tau camne. huhu..
10.11.09
coretan
sesaje nak tulis post kali ni dlm bahasa melayu lak. asyik tulis dlm english jer, cam borink lak. lagipun, bulan ni bulan bahasa kebangsaan. so, mari2 lah semarakkannya walaupun tulis dlm bhs melayu rojak. hehe…lolz~
cintaku tertinggal di malaysia

may be cam ‘over’ le plak statement di atas, tp aku rasa camtu le perasaan aku time smpai jepun slps lebih sebulan blk mesia. rasa cam x nk blk sini jer. time first2 smpai sini, kna g dai (universiti) sbb nk kna selesaikan dokumen2 yg perlu tuk interbiu dgn pihak jucte. penat gak, tp kna siapkan gak. sbb aq baru sedar yg aku pny turn kul 11. memang x smpt sbb flight yg aku nek smpai narita dkt kul 8. seb bek izyan nk tukar tmpt dgn aku, aku leh le g ptg. huhu..
tp time jln2 tu, aku terpk; betul ke aku kat nihon nih. cam mimpi ler, cam first time smpai ler…ish3. ntah pape. mungkin ni le padahnye blk mesia lama sngt. pastu duk rumah je. jadi rasa best sngt duk kat rumah, dgn ♥family♥ lak tuh. huk3.
seronok sngt men n buli adik2 kat rumah. wawawa…tp aku rasa cam dh hilang self-esteem n keyakinan diri waktu smpai2 sini dan pd masa yg sama perlukan motivasi yg besar atau pembakar semangat tuk menyambung dan menyelesaikan tanggungjawab di sini. (-_-”)
proses pemulihan diri perlu dimulakan dgn segera dan diharapkan berjaya…kui3
p/s: tajuk lagu sebenarnye…lagu kumpulan dewa (kalo x silap). check it out at youtube…;-)
pengalaman baru
ari esok tu pulak, kna siapkan poster tuk conference kat ritsumeikan university. dgn bantuan senior, kak mimah dpt gak siapkan. aku dh wat tp, bla wat dgn senior aku tu, berlain giler..zen2 chigau. haha…x pe le. first timer kan. nak wat camne. tp sumer dh ok, mlm tu bertolak le kmi ke kyoto tuk conference selama tiga hari. aku bermalam kat rmh saido, adib & lan pali sementara kak mimah bermalam kat hotel. aku bukan x nak duk hotel, dah x dpt support dari dai n sensei, so aku malas le nak bazirkan duit duk hotel. kui3. duk rmh diorang pun ok gak, tp jauh nak mampus dari eki (stesen). letih naek beskal; dah le berbukit, dgn brg2 aku yg agak bnyk. sabar je lah…kui3
tuk conference a.k.a gakkai tu, aku hanya terlibat tuk poster session; jaga poster ttg hasil research kak mimah. aku rasa cam spoilerΨ le plak sbb bnyk soalan yg aku x leh jwb. kak mimah pun jwb sket2 je dan lepas tu blah g jln2 tgk poster orang len. X_X nak wat camne. dah nasib. lepas ni kna wat persediaan yg cukup. dah le kak mimah terang kat aku psl research dia tu sblm aku blk mesia. lps blk mesia, sumer ilmu2 tu keluar dari otak ini dgn ketidak-sengajaannya (alasan jer tuh…) camne le plak final paper aku nanti. harap dpt wat dgn jayanya. ~ameen~ ^_~
taufan melur
ari pertama conference tu diramalkan ribut taufan. cuak gak le sbb tgk berita mcm2 hal berlaku. dijadikan cerita, waktu aku blk dari conference hujan lebat giler ditambah lagi dgn angin kuat. lencun lah aku mlm tu yg berpakaian sut lengkap menaiki basikal smbl berpayung. nek beskal kejap berhenti sbb payung rosak kna angin kuat; kayuh2 berhenti lagi sbb x larat nak nek bukit dgn angin kuat; ingt nk tolak je smpai rumah bdk2 rits tu tp rsa kalo tolak je bskl, mesti baju aku akan bertambah lencun. lastly, aku bertahan tuk mengayuh basikal dlm hujan. >_< aku rasa tu le pengalaman yg x dpt dilupakan kut sepanjang duk shiga.
kyoto bandar bersejarah
ari terakhir conference tuh, bdk2 rits (saido, adib n salmi) ajak aku n kak mimah mkn kat kedai mskn india raju. mknn yg mmg enak banget – tandoori set. smpai diorang bdk2 rits sendiri x abiskan. =p…tp bagak tul roti nan dia. ditambah lagi dgn pulut kuning & ayam tandoori. ^^ pastu g bb; game arcade n men smpai sejam. enjoy gak tempat tu ditambah lg dgn harganya yg berpatutan. nsb bek esok tu aku blk. kalo x, nak g lagi jawabnye..haha
sblm blk ke ikuta, aku n kak mimah g jln2 sekitar kyoto dgn bantuan adib sbg pemandu pelancong. =) disebabkan kyoto ni besar yak amat, x smpt le nk g sumer tempat cambest. kami smpt g kyoto tower; seronok tul teropong kwsn sekeliling smbl tgk tmpt2 menarik sekitar kyoto, g jln2 kat gion; mkn set unagidon tuk mkn tghari, g nijojo (nijo castle); x leh msk sbb smpai lmbt tp leh le tngkp gmbr kat luar..hehe. ade gak tmpt yg teringin nk g tp x leh g sbb masa yg mmg sentiasa mencemburui kami x leh g gak; golden pavilion a.k.a kinkakuji temple (bkn pavilion kl k…haha), nek tren kat arashiyama n jumpa geisha kat gion. T_T tapi kehendak di hati nak makan takoyaki tercapai gak. \(^0^)/lps g nijojo, kmi g kyoto station tuk blk ke rmh…
terima kasih daun keladi
terima kasih kat saido, adib n lan sbb bagi tumpang tido kat rmh, plus servis mkn lg. ^_^ trimas gak kat salmi sbb bg pinjam beskal tuk 4 ari. thanx again kat adib sbb jadi tour guide pd ari last kami kat kyoto n ur treat too. *wink2* insyaAllah ade ari n rezeki, aku bls blk…kui3
x lupa gak kat kak mimah tuk conference tuh; dari bwa saya ke conference, wat poster, mkn2, jln2 dan sumernye…tp sori le sbb x wat yg sebaik mungkin tuk sesi tu. insyaAllah kalo ada rezeki lg, saya akan wat lebih bek lg. ^_^
sekurang2nya skang aku dh recover cket; mgkn lps g conference n jmpa kwn2 lama kat rits kut. huhu~
p/s: mintak maap kalo post kali ni panjang sngt. sbb rasa cam nak tulis je ape yg terbuku di kepala otak & hati ni, sbb tu jadi berjela2 pnjgnye..hehe. (_ _)
09.28.09
noodle station
i’m on9-ing at noodle station, sunway carnival rite now. so i take this chance to rite sumthin in my blog; since i dun update anything 4 this month. hehe…

my lunch at noodle station - mi kari n lemonad orange =)
this month is september. there’s an important date in september; my birthday. hihihi…\(^0^)/ thanx to u’all who did remember my besdey n wish me thru any medium; facebook, sms etc. btw, i wanna say sorry coz can’t reply ur wishes, guyz; coz i dun on9 around that day till today. then, i was really surprise coz my mom bought me birthday cake on that day. *shy2*

birthday cake from my mom...=)
this month also, we’all celebrate aidilfitri rite. thank God coz on this day i had opportunity to meet my long-time-no-see family n relatives. i hope this kinda meeting can motivate me to become more bersyukur to Him n remind me about what must i do n be in this life. huhu…hope so i dun miss them so much when i’m in japan. *wink*
actually i’m so worried about next week. i’m going to attend poster session at a conference in kyoto, but i dun prepare yet at all. just checked email today n took note about what to do. hope i can do well.
me: really bersyukur also coz malaysia airlines found my lost digi-cam in the flight. i just noticed that i lost it after five days at home…lolz
08.31.09
summer fever
yeah, it’s been a month summer break has been. i really enjoyed this holiday, go many places n quite bad thing – spent much money
i just wanna summarize how i spent this year summer holiday. may be i’ll miss this kind of holiday – hang out, play around n spent $$$ huhu~ but, i dun do anything related to my lab. perhaps next months will be a suffering time 4 me. iya daa..
here, how my holiday goes..Aug 1 : went to firework festival at minatomirai, yokohama. my first; n may be last time, i wore yukata ^_^
Aug 3&4 : summer camp 4 my lab. i didn’t do well 4 my presentation. quite sad, but really enjoyed chatting with my mates. they kept talking about rabu-rabu = love things. hmm…
Aug 6 : went risuen (squirrel park) at machida. it’s really fun playing with squirrel till one of them peed on my pants >_< at nite, went to sea fireworks again at tokyo.
Aug 12 : went to fujiQ ^^ it’s a nice trip, but quite disappointed since many people on that day, plus the express pass sold out quickly. haish..
Aug 13 : went to disneysea \(^0^)/ i really enjoyed n luv it. it seems i’d been a kanak2 riang over there; snap pic with ariel, hugged by max, waved hand to mickey n minnie n so on. luv the rides n shows too. wish can go there again next time.
Aug 14 : had lunch n window shopping at mizunoguchi. lastly i bought sumthing at comme Ça ism. XD
Aug 17 : accompanied my housemate to tokyo station to buy some souvenirs b4 going back malaysia. it’s quite good places; many delicacies shops, plus japan tv channel store. =)
Aug 18 ~20 : watch korean drama; cinderella man. luv yoona n another cast in the drama. hehe~ taebak!
Aug 21 : had lunch at karachi restaurant, shinjuku with juniors, n then window shopping at tokyu hands =p
Aug 22 : 1st day ramadhan. went shopping 4 one weak buka puasa n sahur; all instant n ready-to-eat. due to no work to do (only my use-to-be excuse), i started watching another korean drama, my girl. quite old, but i didn’t watch it overall. *wink*
Aug 23 : went to machida; window shopping again. but, terbeli gak some t-shirt at comme Ça ism again; cause it’s had sale. hihihi…
Aug 24 : went to tokyo station to buy souvenirs 4 my family. over-budget le plak. -_-”
Aug 26 : finished watching my girl drama. luv cute couple of lee dong wook and lee dae hae, n their acting too. bassyak!
Aug 27 : met my lab sensei; to say to him that i’m going back to malaysia 4 a month. had a chat with him n suddenly he ask me to take part in poster session at conference in early october. huh, what suppose to do. tried my best to read n revise some stuff given by my senior for submission of sumthin like draft of poster. at night, i went to kouhaitachi’s house 4 buka puasa n terawih. ^_^
Aug 29 : had discussion n did the submission 4 the poster session. went to masjid jamek tokyo 4 terawih prayer with my fren n had dinner at shimokitazawa
Aug 30 : buka puasa dinner at embassy apartmen, organized by malaysia embassy. the dishes were tip-top n got chance to know new frenz there. guess who? hehe~
tomorrow; Sept 1 : i’m going back home. yeah…wait 4 me malaysia. hope so i won’t spend much money when i’m at home. huhu…
wish me have a safe trip k…

